Saturday, August 30, 2008

I'd given him that name... and now the entire world calls him that. It's kind of always been that way. There was so very little exclusivity between us. And yet, I cannot even explain how much I miss him. I don't think he was ever faithful to me. At least, emotionally he was always elsewhere. It took me more than 3 years to realise why but even so...
Is it selfish, to want to be happy? I didn't really want much but something that could be based on a strong friendship. And what is friendship without trust?
sigh... too much in my head.

2 comments:

Chaggoholic.... said...

Well good riddance in that case and something to learn as well. Nice blog here dear....

Mithraah Indiirh said...

trust only comes with time, hope and faith...
and often trust is not what we really think it is...
like if you know you'll be chosen over anyone at any given point of time...
that's a trust far greater than anything else...
even if 'he' is having his other flings :)